The Story of V

I thought I would tell the story of V.

Now, V was a good time girl but not a slut. The mentality is different. However, when I knew here she pretty much dressed like a hooker, that much is true. For a while, a long while in fact, she dated a lapsed Catholic guy with 9 siblings, some much younger than him (both V and this lapsed Catholic guy were 19 at this time). Well, his Mom apparently told his Dad that the Dad needed to tell C. (lapsed Catholic guy) that V needed to start dressing differently when she came over for dinner ... she evidently told C's Dad to tell C that this was a Christian household and V was providing inappropriate temptation for C's younger siblings.

Now lots of girls these days dress themselves inadequately and look a lot worse for the lack of wear. V. wasn't one of these. Oh my God, she was gorgeous. Her day look was nearly-hooker-but-bot-quite and her night look was Vampire-Renaissance-Princess. Either way V. looked GOOD. Her Mom often opined jealousy of her figure, which if you knew MY Mom I had never heard of a Mom saying stuff like that and it shocked me. Also V.'s Mom would often say how much she'd give to be our girls' age again, and she'd make catty little comments about our weight if we gained any or this or that. Again, I'd never been exposed to stuff like this and I was flatly shocked.

Her Mom was a good Christian at that point and even threw out V's tarot cards. V brought her tarot cards that her Mom didn't find over to my house to hide them and was surprised I showed my Mom; she said "wasn't your Mom offended?!" But see, just like I was shocked to death that her Mom was a Christian ex-stripper who found Jesus and would think to do something like throw away Tarot cards or criticize my weight or express jealousy of her 19 year old daughter's figure, so too she was just as shocked that my Mom was loving and accepting and looked at each and every one of those Tarot cards and even though it's not my Mom's belief said the tarot art was so wonderful, the detail was so amazing and these cards were so awesome, etc.


So with all that said, I would like to tell you how V lost her virginity. I have heard lots of stories nowadays of lots of people losing their virginities. This is one of the first I heard. As I have grown more knowledgeable of stories about people losing their innocence, what's generally happened is the stories are so much less shocking to me. Back just a bit before I knew V I found it practically shocking people had sex at all, ha ha. By the time I knew V I had kind of involuntarily learned some awful things about the world, and since my moral sense of the universe had expanded I guess I had a vague since that what happened with V was unusual. But actually over the years the more I've learned the more I've realized that what happened to V was pretty darn bad, so I would like to write you about it.

When V was little she was raised by her grandparents but she worshipped her Mom as this beautiful made-up creature who flitted in and out of her life. V's Mom was a lapsed Christian who barely registered until V was nearly 12 and then V's Mom came and took her away from her grandparents. There were legal proceedings that V was vaguely aware of but bottom line her Mom had rights to her.

V's Mom was a stripper and escort by trade and had V when she was 17. I only learned all this after the fact as when I first met V her mom was seemingly a single upstanding fundamentalist Christian woman in search of a hubbie and willing to give nothing up physically or emotionally to any man unless he had the appropriate religion and finances to satisfy her. V's Mom at the time was in extreme disapproval to V's relationship with A. A was another girl. I took V's Mom's disapproval of A and of V's tarot cards to be a normal longstanding thing but come to find out they were a relatively new thing .... Anyway. Turns out when V's Mom first took her away from her grandparents she was about 12 and she moved in with her Mom and her new Stepdad. We'll call him J.

Now J had a great home, a beautiful pool, a serene suburban existence and all that. Behind this seeming calm there was drama because through most of her life it seemed what V's Mom believed she could get out of men was only financial. Any guy without money she had no interest in and even when she had a guy supporting her and / or her daughter she'd typically turn out to have something going on over the side. With a gal. Anyhoo. Within a couple months V turned 13 and her Mom and Stepdad dramatically fell out and Mom moved in with a woman who'd stripped with her in AZ and right after that V's Stepdad started coming into her room at night. V was very intellectual and precocious and into Anne Rice heroines who were her age or seemingly younger and she lost her virginity to her Stepdad J but according to her it was seduction and molestation. And V and J were together for the next almost three years, and according to V it was kind of like a marriage.

So J taught J how to have an orgasm, how to give herself one and how to cook all his favorite meals. He taught her how to dress how she still dresses for her night look today in terms of eyeshadow, corsetry, Victorian style lingerie, all of this. Well strangely it was the driving that was the beginning of the end because when V was 15 and a half she was driving with her Stepdad J and nicked the car behind her and the cops came, and then a bunch more cops came, and it turned into a huge big deal, because as it turns out J was a registered pedophile and was not even allowed to be in the presence of a child under 16. When they searched the car they found hundreds of polaroids. Her stepdad is still in prison. She has not had contact with J since. They called her Mom and her Mom and her Mom's hostile hateful girlfriend came to get her and when I first knew V her Mom had just broken up with HG (V was newly 19) ....

When I first met V and she told me all this she said she still thought fondly of J and had thought of writing to him, but other times she hated him and apparently since the rise of the Net, V is a virtual unwitting superstar through these polaroids, she's internationally famous in handcuffs and really minimal lingerie in forums it would definitely be illegal even to try and find. But that's the story of V.